Sit A Spell

 FINALLY found out that there is NO cancer in my lymph node-WHOOPEE!!!  I met with the Breast Reconstruction surgeon yesterday and honestly did not really like him to much so I will be meeting with another doctor on the 5th.  I also will be discussing the two types of Mastecomies that I know I can have, since I found out that since I am too fucking skinny I can not get any of the reconstruction that uses my skin and muscle from other areas of my body.  It will strickly be implants only. Was also relieved to find out that my surgery will be scheduled right after Thanksgiving SO YEAH It will be a KISS MY BOOBIE GOODBYE BENEFIT!!!!  My last hurrah sort of before the surgery then I can chill and rest during my recooperation.  My daughter Sami is coming home on the 28th from Florida and will stay with me and help out and will probably take our pit bull back with her when she goes home, so this way I don’t accidentally rip anything out.

I’d like to say that since I have been diagnosed you all have been so wonderful in the support that you are showing for me.  Total strangers are showing support as well, and I have met a lot of people and spoken with alot of people who have confided in me about their battles with cancer.  I know two woman who are terminal.  One is doing well with chemo and it is extending her life- the other can not do chemo as it will shorten her life. They both have less than 5 years, and they both are my age.  They’re attitudes are amazing.  They know they are going to die and yet they both are extremely caring and supportive of my cancer that is not a death sentence for me.  Because of them, and the others that are inflicted with this dreaded disease, once I am fully recooperated, I will be doing what I always do and speak out and show support even more so than I have in the past.  I can’t wait until the 18th to give you all the biggest group hug ever! I will also be enjoying my time with my family and my boyfriend (who is amazing right now)and also with you- my friends-cause I love you all very much, and could not do this without you.  Alright quit your friggin crying-and grab a bobbie and save a life!!!!  XOXOXOXO