Okay people I managed to make it through the surgery. It wasn’t as bad as I thought, but they still had to sedate me before they wheeled me in, cause yes I was a bag of Poop!. I am wearing a support bra with a pain pump attached to me on one side-and these 2 drains on the other side. Weird contraptions, but they are working out well, and eliminating the need for heavy duty pain meds-sorry peeps- but alls I’ze gots is TYLENOL!!! I have an after photo- but will only send it on request as I look like frankensteins monster “Abbey who?” They also started the reconstruction and put the expander in place and was actually able to pump it up to about 60 cc’s so I am a very small ”A” cup on the left-no nipple and a row of stitches about 6 inches long straight across the boob-. I am very glad to be home, and very grateful that my daughter Sami was here to help me out and keep all of you updated. My daughter Toni and my Son Sal are helping as well so hopefully my recoopertion won’t be so bad. I get to stand there and point and OMG They are listening. I had a lot of visitors at the hospital and that made it great – Johnny Wild Child Popped into recovery to visit- that was awesome to see him and sent his love from Debbie-Florida Deb was there with me in recovery and so was My girlfriend and RN Irene. Of course my daughter Sam was there too. When I was in recovery there wasnt enough regular rooms in the hospital so they put me in a private room in the burn unit. The staff there was great and I got extra special attention- only because the staff was bored cause they had no burn victimss-I’LL TAKE IT. I got lots of flowers and cards and love messages from all of you on myspace which has definetly cheered me up. So thanks to My sister, Chopper Bill, Jade and Biker Bob for poppin in to see me- the guys from Island Iron Motorcycles, Of Course my honey Matt. I am sorry my Canna couldnt be there she had an issue with alien jelly beans projectiling out of her mouth! But she called me every day to check on me. To all of you who have stood by me and supported me through all of this I thank you once again, as without my extended family it would be real hard to do this on my own. I love you all.